You cut me open and I.....I think I have consumed all the depression there is to consume in the world and there is nothing left of it for anyone to use.
What to do? I love him. He doesn't love me. We went out twice only but I just can't get him out of my mind. I keep eating chocolate and smoking instead. And blogging about it of course.
You see, I love using some guy I barely know as a hook to hang all my issues on. No, I would rather not confront the real source of problems in my life. Hiding behind our breakup is way safer and more dramatic and entertaining. Or else, what would I blog about?
